Saturday, October 12, 2013

Marred Legacy Now Available on Amazon!

 
Hola amigos! I have some exciting news for you today!
My song Marred Legacy is now available for mp3 purchase/download on Amazon!
Click here! It's only .89 cents a download!
 
So. I'm excited. Very, very excited. This is my first song to be made available for purchase to the public.
I would really, really REALLY appreciate it if y'all fabulous people could help me get the word out about this. I'll have more songs on the way, but I really could use some help with promoting my music here. So. If you could just share this with your friends...family...anybody who likes instrumental piano music...I would be sooo appreciative!! Mucho gracias, queridas!
 
Happy Saturday!

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Was Jesus Black?

(random photo that has absolutely nothing to do with this post )
 
If you're reading this now or came to this post because of the title...Well hi there. How's your week been going?
 
 Yes, it's going to be a very unique post considering what I usually write about here. I can imagine some of your faces as you read this. You're waiting to see if this is going to be... well, okay, let's just say you're probably curious.
 
I've debated doing theological posts on Apassionata but declined the notion because I figured there was already enough...um...craziness randomness here? Yeeeah. That's why Symphony and I started Creation Gals.
 
But today I'm changing it up for once. This is a topic which rested in my brain several months ago and I've deliberated deeply on it since.
 
Racism.
 
 So many misconceptions. So many false assumptions. So much hate - and I do mean, the true meaning of hate. (Not the liberal, left-wing manipulation of the word.)
It happens on both sides...both white, and black. It has the potential to occur in every soul, no matter the nationality or color.
 
The word 'race' itself, is racist. (for more on the word 'race' read this article I wrote on Creation Gals)
It's an evolutionistic term at root and implies a species still in the process of evolving to its full potential/state of existence.
When the word 'race' is viewed under such terms, it makes sense why people can so easily fall to looking down on somebody a different color or background then themselves.
Most of our vocabularies include a racist term, and we don't even blink twice! Is that not scary?
 
So. I've opted not to use the word 'race'. I could go into more reasons why this is a word to avoided, but technically that was already covered in the article noted above.
 
It's really tragic to me how easily humanity derides against itself...and for the most petty reasons.
 There will never be world peace or anything similar until Jesus returns and the new heaven/new earth is instituted, true. It's just heart-breaking to me, to see people look down on one another simply because of the amount of melatonin in their skin.
 
Man looks on the outward appearance, but God looks on the heart.
 
It's all due to our sin nature. We are inclined to such things, being a fallen creation.
I'm not perfect, myself. In fact, I'm far from being thus. It's amazing how much I mess up, and how easily my thoughts turn from being on the right things.
 
I never thought of myself as being racist. In fact, the subject has always stirred my heart...even to the point of inducing a form of anger. When I read of the injustices and wrongs done to people simply for skin-deep reasons, I cringe and involuntarily grit my teeth. I hate to see it.
 
And then these questions hit me out of nowhere. And suddenly I found myself pondering something I'd never really taken into deep consideration before.
 
Does God have a 'skin color?'
 
Was Jesus black?
 
Is God black?
 
What about Adam and Eve?
 
 
It seems everybody creates assumptions about God/Jesus' appearance. Go to a white church, there are pictures of artists' conceptions of Jesus. He's usually rendered as a clean-cut, effeminate looking fellow with a mild, clean cut beard...and very pale, colorless skin. Very white.
Go to a black church, there are artists' conceptions of Jesus. He's typically rendered as a clean cut, but no so effeminate looking man with a beard and chocolate colored skin. Obviously black.
The same formula follows for other people groups and nationalities.
 
Now, the fact alone that we have 'white' and 'black' churches irks me, but that's a topic for another time.
 
The point is, we all picture Jesus as looking the way we look. It's an involuntary mindset. I'll admit, I never used to question those pictures on the church walls or in the children's' Bible story books.
It may seem trivial, to question what Jesus looked like during His time here on earth.
But isn't it still worth the thought, since it is, after all the Creator of the universe? Isn't it worth the thought just because it's something to make us examine our outlook on things?
 
If God truly does have a 'skin color', (we are made in His Image, after all) what immediately comes to your mind? This will prove where your involuntary assumptions are.
This being said, I don't believe we'll ever be able to know what He looks like until we meet Him for ourselves. I picture Him as He is described in Revelation and throughout Scripture. Being clothed in white, best likened to a beam of blinding, incredible light.
The human mind cannot truly fathom His appearance.
 
What did Jesus look like, during His years spent here? Once again, no one will ever know while abiding in this current life. I picture Him as being neither white nor black, but in between, due to the middle-eastern region He hailed from.
 
Adam and Eve. Were they black? White? Asian? Latino?
 Here is another misconception I believe that's made and all too often. In the kids' Bible story books, Eve is portrayed as having long blond hair, and pale skin. Adam looks similar.
To me personally, I don't believe this factually conceivable. Since all the world's future inhabitants would spawn from this couple, there must have been enough potential for genetic diversity within their DNA to provide this. If both Adam and Eve were 'white', where would the melatonin come from to create darker skin later on?
If they were both 'black', it wouldn't be possible for any of their descendants to ever have a lighter complexion.  
 
Simple enough, right?
 
 So how then do we have the incredible diversity of color and physical characteristics in the world today?
 
What if....
a. Adam and Eve possessed more middle-eastern characteristics - olive skin, dark hair, etc.
or b., one was 'white' and the other 'black'?
 
These two options seem the most plausible to me. Especially the latter. As I said before, I am hardly very knowledgeable and I myself make many presuppositions, many prove to be false.
But I like to think. I like to question. And as simple an issue as this may seem, it truly can raise quite a debate.
 
So...what am I concluding?
If you're truly not racist, you should be able to view Jesus/God/Adam and Eve and being any color. We have no hard fact of what any of them looked like/look like, so therefore we shouldn't cling to this solid idea that they looked any one way.
 
Make sense? Hopefully, yes. 
I know in the long run it won't matter, compared to other things, but I still think it's a fascinating topic to ponder.
  I'd love to hear your thoughts on the matter!
 
Soli Deo Gloria,

Monday, September 23, 2013

A NEW Medieval Piano Piece By Yours Truly!

 
Peoples!!!
 I am pleased to announce the release of a brand new piano composition!
 
This one is slightly different than the others I've recorded, in that it is considerably longer than the rest. Well, it's almost seven minutes long, total running time! Eeesh. That's a long song if I do say so myself.
 
Anyhoo. It's, as of right now, something of the 'theme song' for my medieval novel Rehoboam. More of a montage of different themes for it, really.
 
Here is a very vague list of references in the song to these such themes:

0:25 - Kelita Draighean
0:52 - Fearghus Faolan
1:10 - Arden & Sholan Greenlaw
2:30 - Rosyar Seosahm
2:50 - Into Sabatia
5:11 - Foolish Kings/Climax
 
Some of y'all have already been introduced to Rosyar, Kelita, Arden and Sholan. I did a drawing of Rosyar not long ago, and I did one of Kelita last year but...well, yeah. That was last year.
 
 I hope y'all enjoy! I was excited to get this up, because obviously it's been a while since I've posted any new music.
 
It took me four hours today to record this. Nobody will understand how this could be, unless you've tried recording a musical piece yourself. Pair that experience with the fact that you're a perfectionist about your creative work, and voila, it's quite possible to spend a large amount of time dwindling on recording a single song. Ugh. At least I was able to record it though and get past the mistakes I made in the process...which hopefully none of you peeps will notice...*looks bashful*
 
Anyyyways!
 
I am so thankful to Jessie for letting me use her keyboard. I couldn't do this at all if not for her kindness!!
 
Soli Deo Gloria,

Saturday, September 21, 2013

Sheet Music & TROF Playlists

 
Howdy y'alls!
 
I just wanted to share something exciting with you. Thanks to a writing friend Sam Graber, you can now officially get sheet music for my Hobbit-inspired piano composition, Pursuit of the Dragon! Click here! Isn't that the coolest thing?? I spent a good several hours freaking out in excitement over it, honestly.
 
In other news, I've been spending a lot of today working on The Rebels and plotting future deaths events in the chapters to come. I have been hung up lately on one particular spot in the book but thank God, inspiration arrived today and I was able to put down a good number of new words in the document.
 
 
A few weeks ago I guess it was, I made this playlist inspired by Nathan. (coincidentally some of the plotting I did revolved around him...teehee)
I couldn't resist. This guy is such a character, and I've heard so many songs which reminded me of him...I just had to waste 20 minutes making an 'official' playlist about the fella.
 
Beyond that, I caught the bug yesterday...boo-hoo. Ironically I had just began beefing up my intake of very healthy things. Hopefully it will pass quickly and no one else in the family will get it. This is the first cold I've gotten this year.
 
Things I'm thankful for today:
 
| herbal tea | berry herbal brew | friends | a nice afternoon with mom in the woods writing | epic orchestral scores | cooler weather | being able to make progress in the book and screenplay |
 
 What's new with you peeps?
 
Soli Deo Gloria,

Thursday, September 19, 2013

The SHINDIG!

 
 
Heyyyyyy y'alls!
Guess who's back in action? That's right...me, myself and moi. Okay, lame introduction to a post about something so epic, right? Eh. Well, I stink at introductions.
 
Anyhooo.
Let's get to the point of this post. As many of you probably already knew, my family and I went to the NGJ Great Ozark Mountain Shindig.  I had been anticipating it for months...counting down the days in excitement.
 
And finally, the time came! Here are some pictures from our voyage to Missouri, and some highlights on what occurred on the trip and of course at the actual event
 
 
 
It was a long, long drive. Two and a half days, from FL to Roach, MO, where the Windermere (location of the Shindig) was located.

 
We were pretty cramped, in our mini-van. Especially us folks with longer legs - ah was I thankful to get out and stretch when the occasion arose!

(1. This is a testament to the deceitfulness of autocorrect. 2., no, we weren't gossiping. It was a discussion on book characters. Teehee...cause that's what us authorly people do.)
 
The trek officially started on Tuesday, September 10th. We drove up to north Alabama, and spent the night in a hotel. The first day was probably the most stressful of the entire trip, since it involved the brunt of the driving.

 
Day Two of the trek, we stopped in at our dear friends the C's for the morning! Ah, this was amusing, since it felt we'd just seen them. In fact - well, that's partially true. A few weeks earlier, they'd come down to OUR house. Things work out in funny ways, sometimes.

 
It was great to see them again - with this family, it always is. They're such abundantly sweet people, and are like relatives to me.

 
The kidlets loved riding around in the golf cart. Unfortunately Luke got stung numerous times by some wasps, but he toughed it out and our Bulk Herb Store 'green cream' helped the sores disappear quickly. Later, the C's youngest boy got stung on the nose...gosh, it makes you wonder sometimes what you bring with you when you go visit people! xP

(Gabby demonstrating on a very old electric guitar that was given them)
 
I think the highlight of the visit was playing Scattergories. I discovered that Mikaela and I apparently think VERY alike on certain questions - "mind linked!" We all came up with some pretty hilarious answers if I do say so myself.
"Animals found on a farm: Timberwolves", "Things found at a football stadium: Nuts", etc, etc. Heheheh. It's fun to be goofy sometimes. And it's always good to laugh!

 
This precious girl was apparently in need of a nap, so she plunked down right on the couch!

(The sad moment in which we had to leave our friends and continue the voyage.)
 
Thank you to the C's for having us, and for the delicious lunch you served! It was yummy and of course we treasured the chance to visit again with y'all. *hugs*
 
We continued driving for about two hours and landed in Nashville, where we picked up the rented RV. Now this was an experience, folks. Quite an experience.





 
Never before had we rented an RV and driven it somewhere. Never before had we even stayed in an RV, as a family. Never before had Daddy driven such a vehicle. I'll admit I was er...slightly scared as we pulled out of the rental place.
 
But oh, it was tremendously exciting. So cool to ride in such a big rig!

 
Of course, an added benefit was the increased amount of space. We weren't all shoved up in there like sardines in a can, anymore. Ahhh! "FREEDOM!"

 
The boys loved it. They played Trouble, colored, and waved at trucks going by.

 
Daddy did an excellent job driving!


 
We stopped for the night in Paducka, Kentucky, at a small campground. Our first time using a campground bath house and facilities!
Quite randomly, let me say that one thing being on the road with a camper does is instill in you a thankfulness for HOT SHOWERS. Yes. Oh how we appreciated those! The bath house at Windermere didn't have hot water, so we showered and shivered. xD Or took a 'military shower', as some would put it. You don't know what you have until you are without it!
 
So yeah, this trip really taught me to be thankful for hot showers and chances to maintain good hygiene.

 
My makeshift bed. It was actually quite comfortable, once I could arrange it so my feet fit - these things usually don't favor tall people too well.

 
Day Three: We passed through Illinois, and finally into Missouri!

 
Got to drive through St. Louis. The boys loved seeing the baseball stadium and arch.

 
Eeek. Filling up the gas for an RV? It's a scary task...scary for whoever is paying, anyway. xP






 
Along the way, we passed another RV which had a Delaware tag and a large rack of bikes hitched on the back. We saw small figures moving about inside.
 
 
 
Well, after some deliberation, we figured this family had to be a group of homeschoolers. Everybody else would've been in school, much less taking a road trip miles from their native state! We had this thought, "hey, what if these people are heading to the Shindig, too?" So we hastily made up a sign reading "Shindig?" and the boys held it to the window. As the RV passed, the kids inside held up a sign saying "yes!"
Turns out, the family parked their RV across from us at the Windermere campground and the boys ended up playing with their kids. Isn't that the coolest thing?

 
Sadly I got very few pictures while actually at the Windermere. Here is where we hooked up, though. It was a beautiful spot. Actually, the entire campus was. 

 



At the actual Shindig, it was incredible. I had some disappointments, but they were overruled by other occurrences which were really fun and wonderful.
 
The Windermere was a captivating 300 acre piece of property, an idyllic Baptist retreat center in the middle of nowhere. Rolling hills surrounded the premises (well, to us Floridians they seemed like mountains!) and a large body of water lay smack dab in the middle. It was gorgeous. The weather was heavenly, to go with it. Just a tad chilly in the evenings, and in the day time it couldn't have been any better. NO HUMIDITY OR BUGS TO CONTEND WITH!
 
The first thing I noticed, when we pulled up to register, was the amount of conservative-dressing people in attendance. Nowhere else have I been, where so many people dressed modestly - even to the point of being excessively modest, and in comparison to the Mennonite style. (head coverings, very plain dresses, etc.)
 
There were over 2 thousand people who attended this thing. Did you get that? 2K. And in general, everyone was similar in beliefs. 2K homeschooling, Christian families all in one spot! That's a pretty amazing thing to behold and experience. It was very refreshing. (Also, I can't stress how wonderful it was to be able to walk around/drive places on campus by myself, without worrying about some creep trying to attack or take advantage me! Nowhere else have I felt so secure and safe.)
 
Some of the many great things which we got to do at the Shindig:
 
We got to see the Pearls in action, at several sessions/lectures. I witnessed Michael Pearl throwing knives, with his son Nathan being the hilarious side-kick/helper. I'll admit I was disappointed that there weren't any chances to do knife throwing on my own, but oh well. Can't do it all I guess.
 
We had a blast riding golf carts all over the place. It was quite a distance to walk back and forth so Daddy rented two carts which were our means of transportation. (Now, that being said, once at the camper, Adam accidentally backed into Mom and she got bruised pretty bad, but thankfully she seems fine. It was scary and completely unexpected!) I loved feeling the breeze on me as we flew around on those things. Unfortunately they had placed governors on the accelerators,(I would've loved to see how fast the thing could've gone) but I guess that was for the best long-term - could've been a major liability issue for the Windermere folks.
 
I got to meet a ton of fabulous people. I talked to over three dozen individual people, over the weekend. Sadly I can't remember everyone's names.
 But. The ones I do remember?
Zoie and Kavan Yoder. Katie. (It was lovely to chat with you!) Rachel, Anna and Celia. (Wish I could've talked more with y'all!) Mackenzie Vitelli. (Loved chatting/playing music with you!) Mallory and Erin O'Steen. (It was real fun to hang out/jam!)
Beccalee. (I wish I could've gotten to talk to you more!) Noelle Magnell. (You were such an inspiration to me! Thank you for being so radiant!) AB Caravetta. (It was great to meet you in person!) Tristan. (Thanks for dancing with me!) Nicki. (Thanks for being so friendly and accommodating!) Hannah Marrs. (I'm sending you a penpal letter soon!)  Luke Harned. (I enjoyed having lunch with you Saturday! And your book is inspiring!) Chris. Carrie Thompson. (I wish I had gotten your contact info, your book premise sounded so incredible!) Rosetta Byler. (Also sending you a penpal letter soon!)  April. Another Leah. Bailey. (You were an inspiration to me!) 
Ah I wish I could remember everyone!! Overall, it was a pleasure to talk to all of you, and very refreshing to meet others who were likeminded.
 
I got to contra dance.  Thank you to the Marrs family and the other family I can't remember the name of., who organized the impromptu dance. Thank you to Tristan, a very nice young man who offered to be my partner and taught me how the correct moves and such. He was a total gentleman and I wish I could've gotten to talk to him more. Also, I was thankful that everyone else was patient with us newcomers. It was such a blast. I even got Will to join in, once he tried to sneak off but the parents called him back and didn't let him leave. *snicker* But oh the contra dancing was definitely a highlight of the weekend. I wish we could organize a dance here in our area!
 
We went caving, otherwise known as spelunking. Yep! That's right, and yes it was the real thing - not just some touristy little detail. Sadly none of us anticipated this and we wore our nice clothes. At the end of the excursion we were covered in clay/mud/dirt. (that's what washers are for, right?) It was really cool, and pretty exerting. Lots of squeezing through small openings and crawling on hands and knees, or scaling over rocks and other natural blockades. It was really fun, and did you know that if you remain in total darkness for 40 minutes your eyes will turn purple when exposed to the light briefly? O_O
 
I was pushed out of my comfort zone, and forced to initiate many conversations/activities. One thing this trip taught me to do better was walking up to people and initiating conversations. I do believe I've improved at that art. It was tricky in the beginning but the more I did it the easier it became. And I met some neat people in the process!
 
I got to play dodge ball and volleyball. One night, I attended a meet where lots of teens/kids/parents were playing dodge ball. Oh it was such fun! I was on the winning team twice and was one of the few not to get out. (the second time anyway!) Here is where I met Beccalee and Bailey. Also hung out with Mallory. On Saturday, I grabbed Will and a few of the boys and asked if we could jump in on a game of volleyball some of the Marrs' and Tristan's family were having. Ah! I stink so bad at volleyball.
 
I got to play music. Even though it was not as much as I would've liked, I did get to jam with some folks. Mackenzie, Mallory and Erin, and Hannah. We sang, and strummed. It was very pleasant. Later we trekked up to one of the auditoriums and used the piano, and then a young man and his siblings walked in and joined us. I wish I knew the guy's name because he was a SUPERB bluegrass guitarist! His siblings were also good musicians.
 
I went to a singles mingle. Oh this was a blast. I met a number of guys here but sadly could only remember a few names. There was a 'speed dating' game where the fellas asked the girls slightly theological questions, and then there was Pictionary and musical chairs. The latter in particular was a thrill. I was one of the last to get out. There were maybe 200 people involved. But the whole evening was super fun, and I was glad I went! Got back to the RV around 11:40 at night...the campus curfew was 12.
 
Soooo. Yeah, it was an awesome experience. I came away feeling emboldened and inspired.

(Yes, there is actually somewhere in the country named Metropolis...and it's in rural Tennessee.)
 
It was sad, leaving. I already missed people and the campus. But with anything, there are two sides. While it was a not so pleasant thing to pack up and say goodbye, I was also ready to be home and get back to "conquering the world" as Luke H. put it. I was ready to smile and radiate with Christ's love, as Noelle encouraged me to do.
 
I was ready to put what I'd learned to practice.
 



(Isn't that the cheesiest thing you've ever seen?)
 
Overall the trip was phenomenal. It was both a patience test, and a joy. It was both a struggle, and a thrill. The voyage was stressful at times, but we overcame the difficulties and pressed onward. We gained experience, and many a memory. *happy sigh*
 
I. had. a. blast.

(Another cheesy road-sight coming home. The boys/Daddy always tease me about 'finding a husband' so I thought I should get a picture of this.)

(The RV rental place was a total dump!)



(Veeeery professional.)


(Unloading everything back into the van, on the last leg of the trip coming home.)





(Will trying to compress the eggshell mattress.)


 
Anyhooo.
 I felt that this trip was nothing short of an adventure. We did many new things, learned new stuff and I know I came away stronger than before. It was a blessing, being able to go. I am very, very thankful to Daddy for letting us do this, and to the Lord for protecting us and overseeing all that occurred.
 
In short? It was amazing, phenomenal, outstanding! I can't wait for next year's Shindig!!! WHOOP! Sorry guys, but y'all missed out on a treasure trove of incredible moments this time.
 
Soli Deo Gloria,